Thursday, 24 February 2022

Trespasses for Texas

 Right.




This here is my novella, Incidents of Trespass. I self-published it via Amazon a few years ago and then, a few months after doing so, I read an article about Amazon's labour practices and delisted it as a futile act of protest.  Currently it only exists in the form of less than fifty hard copies which are currently cluttering up my flat. 

So. 

You may have seen the news coming out of Texas, where that state's excuse for a governor, Greg Abbott, has directed Child Protective Services to prosecute parents who provide their trans children with trans affirming care, and to remove said trans children into foster care. There are no two ways about this: this is state-sponsored child abuse on a massive scale. I have always said, and will continue to say until such time as I am silenced with extreme prejudice, that anti-trans bigots are largely motivated by a grotesque sexual pathology, in which they get off on abusing and exploiting women and children. They get a sick thrill from denying people bodily autonomy, forcing trans people to endure a traumatic puberty developing as the wrong gender, and then attacking our bodies in grotesque, sexualised ways for the scars they display as a result. We saw this demonstrated earlier today when it was revealed that anti-trans bigots had been sending sexually explicit images to the mother of Grace Lavery, as 'punishment' for her withdrawing from a debate with penis-obsessed weirdo Helen Staniland which was to be hosted by a website which frequently and approvingly platforms fascists. 

I call these people not TERFs (which they claim is a slur), but TERVERTS. Because these people do not have a political position. They have a paraphilia. And it happens that, among other things, one of the things Incidents of Trespass does is explore that paraphilia. 

So. 

If you can provide proof of having made a donation, of any amount, to any of the links below, I will send you one of the last surviving copies of Incidents of Trespass. Help me declutter my flat, get your hands on exclusive, ultra-rare AJ McKenna content AND help desperate trans people in the Lone Star State! If you make an especially big donation I might throw in some more stuff while I'm at it. 

The links: 

The Transgender Education Network of Texas: https://www.transtexas.org/ 


Transequality: Texas Action Centre: https://transequality.org/texasactioncenter 


Texas Trans Kids: https://www.txtranskids.org/


Central Texas Transgender Health Coalition: https://txtranshealth.org/


Trans Kids and Families of Texas: https://www.northtexasgivingday.org/transkidsandfamiliesoftexas


And finally, May Leitz, one of my favourite YouTube creators, who is currently trapped in Texas while trans and desperate to get out. I contribute to May's Patreon https://www.patreon.com/nyxfears but she also has a PayPal link for one-off donations which you can donate to: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/nyxfears 

Thank you for taking the time to read this. Please donate, and do what you can to oppose this disgusting decision. 

Wednesday, 9 February 2022

A lens behind a mirror



St Francis of Assisi, and if the hangover

was all that would be bad enough. He

knows he's being recognised, he sees

the questions in their eyes, he hopes

he can disguise the way he's walking,


that he won't give himself away 

by flinching when he sits. He hopes

no-one took photos: knows that phones

were surrendered on entry, but also

knows Evgeny is the type to hide


a lens behind a mirror. Midnight Climax.

Kompromat. He must assume the photos.

Yet more dirt. Humiliation. His whole body

aching, joints especially. And arse,

of course. A different kind of pain there.


Thought he left all that behind with Fives.

And even then at least it was organic.

Rubber's new to him. Cold. How was he

to know? She was presented as a 

present. Well done, good and faithful, 


Ev knows what you like, B, time to shine

in use… Some of them knew. What he 

was in for. That she wasn't like the girls

he used to bully at the Speccy. 

They were laughing. Jeering. Cheered


her on. Threw things that hit him. 

Couldn't meet their eyes that morning.

Keeps his head down as he shows

his passport. Finds a corner. Closes 

eyes to hide from conversation. 


The whole room saw her fucking him.

That's just as bad as photos. 

People in Ev's line do not forget.